Had a moment

I don’t know what to say other then, just now, I had a cry.

I had a cry because my partner said a couple of things to me and didn’t seem to realize how much it upset me.

He said two things to me.

  1. This is HIS house and when I argued that I pay rent, bills and do housework, he said I don’t do anything and
  2. That I need to lose weight

Now, see why I got upset. Couple that with what happened to me this week it just got to me.

My reasoning for getting upset at these things were 1). I haven’t done anything this week BECAUSE I CAN’T! I had surgery this week and I have found it hard to bend over and lift things and so I have been very limited by what I can and cannot do. I found that even stacking the dishwasher caused pain. Putting away the shopping that I ordered hurt. Like, THAT’S WHY I HAVEN’T DONE ANYTHING!!!!!!
And 2). I have just lost our baby and before I fell pregnant I was actually losing weight, FOR MYSELF!

So to hear these things from my partner who knows what has been going on is heartbreaking. And when I told him that I didn’t want him near me after he came back inside from his smoke, he told me I was over sensitive. Seriously!?!?!?

Am I being over sensitive? I don’t think I am. I think I have every right to be feeling the way that I am.

That’s what made me cry. My partner and his words.

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