Today I am officially 12 weeks!
Officially ending my first trimester!
I’m not telling people on Facebook or even in person until I have my scan next week.
I have decided to have the scan as part of the testing for down syndrome. Any excuse for me to have an ultrasound and see (as my mum is calling it), Button.
This is also coming bittersweet for me as I don’t think my partner is as interested as I thought he was becoming. It makes me sad that he’s not into it as he had previously been with the last two pregnancies but I knew he didn’t approve this time and I knew that he didn’t want it but it still makes me sad.
I can’t wait for next Monday so I can see my baby. I want to see a healthy happy baby growing nicely. I know all too well the heartbreak of not seeing a heartbeat for my baby and I’m hoping not to go through that again.