I see it!

I went for my scan yesterday. I was so nervous going in as I have had bad experiences with second scans before (learning of my miscarriages…) but yesterday, I had tears of joy as I saw little bub and my heart has never felt so full. Baby Button (as my mum has called it) is…

It’s official

  Today I am officially 12 weeks! Officially ending my first trimester! I’m not telling people on Facebook or even in person until I have my scan next week. I have decided to have the scan as part of the testing for down syndrome. Any excuse for me to have an ultrasound and see (as…

Just had a moment

Oh my golly gosh! I just had a moment! I was texting my partner just now as I’m at home and he’s at work. My daughter and I had just been to the supermarket to get some stuff and we had seen him. He’s been a bit not himself this week. And his text message…

Do I really look it?

I was out with my partner and daughter today down the supermarket and we ran into someone who my partner knows. Now, she was immediately attracted to telling us how our daughter has grown (turned 3 on Friday last week and has grown up immensely) since the last time she saw her. Then the conversation…

Time for reflection

As 2018 comes to a close, I have decided to reflect on what a year I have had. I’ve hit rock bottom more times then I can count. My relationship has hit some of it’s lowest points. We have had 2 miscarriages within the space of 7 months, one of those required me to have…

The Finished product…

So here they are! In my last post, Making something special.., I spoke about how I was making some special items for family this year. I made some Christmas ornaments for the grandparents (Grandma and Nana both got the handprints….) and then my grandfather (daughter’s great-grandfather) and my brother both got the T ornaments. I really…

Making something special..

So, on YouTube I am subscribed to JWoww’s page and I find some of the videos actually quite interesting. The one that has got me this year is JWOWW and Meilani Making Ornaments Now, she has done one like this before but because this year there is something special that I want to kind of…

Whats been happening…

Well, sorry I haven’t been as post-y as I probably should be. As I said in my previous post, Secret news on the downlow… , my partner and I are expecting (hopefully…) bub number 2 in the new year (End of July to be precise but anyhow…). Since that post I have seen the doctor…

Secret news on the downlow…

Well, this has come as a surprise… I’m pregnant again.. This is my third pregnancy this year as my previous two have ended in miscarriage so I’m hoping that third time is a charm. I honestly don’t know how to feel at this point because I had it in my mind that I wasn’t going…

Nervous wait…

Right now, I am a nervous wreck! I have an ultrasound at 3:50pm today as I have had some bleeding going on for the last week and it’s to check that I have either been miscarrying or something has hit stuff that it wasn’t supposed to.. (read back the posts Hospital visits are not fun…