Yesterday was a bad day..

Yesterday, I just had one of those days. I think it was a culmination of things but just before I went to work, all I wanted to do was sink down and cry. Things just got to me. I am currently 23 weeks pregnant and I am defiantly showing….alot! I know that I am having…

Just had a moment

Oh my golly gosh! I just had a moment! I was texting my partner just now as I’m at home and he’s at work. My daughter and I had just been to the supermarket to get some stuff and we had seen him. He’s been a bit not himself this week. And his text message…

Do I really look it?

I was out with my partner and daughter today down the supermarket and we ran into someone who my partner knows. Now, she was immediately attracted to telling us how our daughter has grown (turned 3 on Friday last week and has grown up immensely) since the last time she saw her. Then the conversation…

Time for reflection

As 2018 comes to a close, I have decided to reflect on what a year I have had. I’ve hit rock bottom more times then I can count. My relationship has hit some of it’s lowest points. We have had 2 miscarriages within the space of 7 months, one of those required me to have…

Articles I’ve read…

I was reading an article yesterday about a lady who felt bad because she had an epidural when she gave birth. She wanted as close to a natural birth as possible and so when complications came her way, she was advised to have an epidural. Now she feels guilty about it. Me, I don’t have…

Been M.I.A……

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. Things have been a little bit on top of me lately. Emotionally I’m spent. There have been some issues personally that I have been dealing with and I am getting there, slowly but surely. These have been taking their toll on my health and that has been down…

I just want to feel…

I just want to feel normal again. If that’s even possible. I want to not have my heart sink when I hear someone saw “Ultrasound…” Happened at work last night. I walked out of the toilets to go to start work and someone was talking and the only word I heard was that. My heart…

Taking the plunge….

Well, I have decided, that after a lot of consideration, I’m going to take the plunge and try my hand at becoming an Avon leader. I don’t know if I’ll be any good at it but I’m going to give it a shot. My current leader has been very nice and helpful and encouraging so…

Bed Sharing with baby

This is me and my daughter yesterday morning. I woke up, after I heard her wake, she had some boob, and then she fell back to sleep. Thats what she does. Now, in our house we do have a rather odd sleeping arrangement. My daughter and I share my queen bed (rare occasion she will…

Can’t decide and need help….

Hi there everyone, I am stuck at a crossroads in life. This past week my daughter has been sick (she is 20 months now, that’s just gone way too quick!) and so I had one day off from work and then I had to leave work half way through my shift to go home to…