Overcoming the Fear of Miscarriage

If you have experienced a miscarriage, how has it affected your subsequent pregnancies or desire to conceive again? This is the question posed to us on a website I found on Pinterest (I will link it down below…) and it is one that I am currently thinking about right now. This year (currently) I have…

This week…

This past week has been nothing short of s*** and a blur. I don’t know what to think. I don’t know what to feel. And I feel out of sorts. For those wondering, please read back to my previous post Not the news I wanted… and that pretty much explains it. I have been trying…

Not the news I wanted…

Well, unfortunately Monday was a bad day. In fact it was a really bad day. As I mentioned in my post Nervous wait… I had an ultrasound booked as I had been bleeding for a week with no real reason. Well, that reason was made apparent at the ultrasound. I have lost our baby again…….

Tea Room Chatter….

I was sitting in the tea room at work on Monday. For my break. I was sitting there with the team minding my own business and then these two ladies started talking about pregnancy, miscarriages and abortions. Now, I had been a little upset recently (as I explained in my previous post) about my miscarriage…

Sitting here….

Currently sitting in my bed listening to music, (Here to Show the World-Dolph Ziggler [WWE]) and I was trying to nap. I got crabby yesterday because I didn’t get a nap and today I have the opportunity to have one and I can’t. I can’t nap. So wrestling music in my headphones going, my diffuser…

First session completed..

Well, I’m excited! My first ever personal training session is done and dusted. Today it was only half hour and that was just showing me the correct way to do the exercises and the weights and heights of stuff and so on but I loved it all the same. Basically, earlier this week (Tuesday) I…

Getting my fitness ideas on..

I was thinking today about how sore my back is. If you want to happen, read my previous post Trying to get back to it.. and I explain why it’s sore there. But when I was thinking about it, I was thinking about my venture about trying to be a healthier version of myself. One…

Trying to get back to it..

I went back to work last night. I had been off for about 3 weeks following the news of my little angel passing at 7 weeks into my pregnancy. It was hard. There was a lot that I couldn’t do and some things I did do that I know now that I shouldn’t have done….

I thought about it…

I thought about my miscarriage today. It’s played a lot in my mind recently (obviously going into hospital on Monday to have my miscarriage take place doesn’t help that…), and it just sucks. I don’t know what to feel at the moment. I’m busy trying to look after my 2 year old while trying to…

I hate this…..

What I’m hating on at the moment is my body. It’s failing me big time. I can’t even bend down to stack the dishwasher without feeling pain. For those unaware (refer to my previous post), I had a D&C on Monday. I thought maybe my body would be a tad better today, (3 days later),…